New Year, Same Old AIDS.

It's the time of year when everyone's talking about their amazing plans to radically change their lives - I thought I'd have a nosey through some other HIV-related blogs on the internet and came across this curious article about people who, through willpower alone, "beat" HIV. It struck me as a little bit sad. Not that I'm denying that remaining upbeat and trying not to allow HIV to make you its bitch can't help with your prognosis, it's just the sense that it's clutching at straws to say things like, "Well done!" to a guy in Berlin who stopped medicating for HIV and has seemingly remained healthy with a barely-detectable viral load. The patient seems to attribute his luck to his will, the doctors are less optimistic, saying that it looks more likely to be something to do with early intervention and experimental drugs if his spontaneous recovery proves to last at all.

The science of it is beyond me, but what interested me about it was the way that it was presented, offering a glimmer of hope to some people who are often quite desperate. I guess I'm pretty well-adjusted about the whole HIV thing - I can get on with life now without thinking about it all the time, I don't seem to be going through the depression or substance abuse that seems to be rife among other people with the virus and I'm pretty sanguine about the whole thing.

It sounds like what gets a lot of people with the virus is a very understandable fear. For my part, if a few people have had the good fortune to have tested HIV positive and now test negative - good luck to them, I say, but I've got plenty to be getting on with without spending half my time on my knees praying for a one in a million shot at divine intervention.